My sink is plugged. There's a couple of inches of yucky water floating in it, a pile of dishes that I'm trying to ignore and I can smell the nastiness from the dining table. Gross.
And then there's the matter of worn out car brakes. Our local car garage gave us an estimate for the repair: $600 that we don't have. Yippee. We turned to my cousin who likes to take cars apart so he can build them back (a fascination I don't understand but very thankful for especially right now) and so hopefully I will get my car back soon without breaking bank. I've been going out and about lugging my baby around sans car for two days now and I think I have lost all the mommy weight I care to lose.
There are days when I want to hang a sign on my forehead that says, "Out-of-Order" and just be non-functional for a few days. Okay, even for just a few hours. Becoming a mother IS all that wonderful, but it's also all that HARD. I wonder sometimes whether I'm not mature enough, responsible enough, organized enough, healthy enough, stable enough, fun enough to pull this motherhood thing off well. But then again, I really have no time to ruminate on such matters anymore. I have a little girl to take care of, whether or not I feel out of sorts.
Lucky sink and car. At least they get to take a break.
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